Sunday, December 28, 2008
still single
yeah so i didn't get a ring for x-mas, but i still made out like a bandit, i got some pretty expensive uggs and 50 bucks in clothes and 2 new books might i add. wiat no i'm worng my gram give me awesomely cool bintage cook book so that makes 3 books. well hope all the holidays were great for everyone and thanks for reading!
Friday, December 12, 2008
true love
these past couple of days have been well different to say the least. my sister's boyfriend is coming to stay in a few days so we're scrambling to get the house ready for his somewhat home coming. he lives in a coastal area and will someday be in his family business of becoming a lawyer. my big sis is a psych major. (they don't have kids yet and already i feel sorry for them.lol.)
I'm excited and nervous for Christmas to come, let alone the new year. there are going to be so many new opportunity for me following the holidays! for one I'll have more time to write, I'll payoff more bills, make a little less money and even maybe this year (though i highly doubt it) move from miss k. to Mrs s...hey a girl can dream. and yes i made up my mind, I'm going to tell him yes i think it will be every soon. but my hopes aren't up because that my friends is the most stupid thing to waste any energy on. the guy in your life will always ask when he's ready. don't try to hint anything about marriage unless you've been together for more then 7 years and by then it is a must.
guys aren't like Edward Cullin's or prince charming. they start out this way but then end up like the kind of lovable gross slobs they are today. I'm being mean it's true if you find you Edward, or Jacob, or who that awesome. but don't put your standards so high that the only guy you can have isn't even real to begin with. save the love for the stories and movies. i personally do not believe in true love but that it is a faze in one's relationship. you know the saying "first comes love now comes marriage." love is only a word used when you don't have another word to use.
every couple is in love the that is why it's called the honeymoon faze. but when you see each other every day and have little to talk about, what you get is respect from one another. it can sometimes replace love in a since. and from his respect for you his caring and wanting to take care of you live grow and deepen to where you will compromise on every thing. and to rant because i probably am the whole finish each other sentences thing;seriously that comes with time. no way in hell do couples do that who have been together only a short while maybe good friends but you've spent so much time with them that given the chance you could do it with anyone you know very well. think about it. now to get back on topic, i think true love comes when you or your lover is dying and that is when you see yourself in them and when they pass so does a part of you. that is true love. not the best friend who will do anything for you, he is only a poor foolish sap. i am well aware i seem like a hate fill scorned girl, but i am not that just practical is all. when you've lived my life you will know to never get your hopes up because if you don't get what you want you can't get too disappointed to begin with. can't lose what you don't have.
thanks for reading and happy holidays!
I'm excited and nervous for Christmas to come, let alone the new year. there are going to be so many new opportunity for me following the holidays! for one I'll have more time to write, I'll payoff more bills, make a little less money and even maybe this year (though i highly doubt it) move from miss k. to Mrs s...hey a girl can dream. and yes i made up my mind, I'm going to tell him yes i think it will be every soon. but my hopes aren't up because that my friends is the most stupid thing to waste any energy on. the guy in your life will always ask when he's ready. don't try to hint anything about marriage unless you've been together for more then 7 years and by then it is a must.
guys aren't like Edward Cullin's or prince charming. they start out this way but then end up like the kind of lovable gross slobs they are today. I'm being mean it's true if you find you Edward, or Jacob, or who that awesome. but don't put your standards so high that the only guy you can have isn't even real to begin with. save the love for the stories and movies. i personally do not believe in true love but that it is a faze in one's relationship. you know the saying "first comes love now comes marriage." love is only a word used when you don't have another word to use.
every couple is in love the that is why it's called the honeymoon faze. but when you see each other every day and have little to talk about, what you get is respect from one another. it can sometimes replace love in a since. and from his respect for you his caring and wanting to take care of you live grow and deepen to where you will compromise on every thing. and to rant because i probably am the whole finish each other sentences thing;seriously that comes with time. no way in hell do couples do that who have been together only a short while maybe good friends but you've spent so much time with them that given the chance you could do it with anyone you know very well. think about it. now to get back on topic, i think true love comes when you or your lover is dying and that is when you see yourself in them and when they pass so does a part of you. that is true love. not the best friend who will do anything for you, he is only a poor foolish sap. i am well aware i seem like a hate fill scorned girl, but i am not that just practical is all. when you've lived my life you will know to never get your hopes up because if you don't get what you want you can't get too disappointed to begin with. can't lose what you don't have.
thanks for reading and happy holidays!
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
broken
what sucks on the holiday's more then seeing relative that you never see and frankly don't want to , is having no money for gift's! i have been for the past 3 weeks trying to budget everyones presents between my two paychecks and it's seriously hard. i will be paid the 12 and 26 and i have a 350.00 shopping list with only a 300.00 budget. don't want to use anymore of my credit card but by the looks of it i just might have to. life has been boring as always but to note i am no longer place segments of my story online for (i'm hoping) someday copyright stuff. hey someone can be lazy enough to steal my writings. you don't know these days sadly. as always thanks for reading!
Friday, December 5, 2008
finding you in goggle
so i still don't have a city to live in, but it'll get there. today was boring for the most part. i hung out with a good friend and visited with her 2 year old daughter. she is the funnest thing to watch, though i'm sure any kid at that age is. she is the most demanding child i've ever met but all the same a great little girl. she kept yelling at my boyfriend to sit it the chair, "where are you going? no sit in the chair, sit here." all so they could play kitchen.
I also foung out a very cool trick to do on goggle tonight. forget the type in your full name stuff. type in the begin of your e-mail or the end of the url to your facebook or myspace and you'll see where you've been. (please note that this does not work for every title you put in)
sorry not too much else to comment on. thanks for reading
I also foung out a very cool trick to do on goggle tonight. forget the type in your full name stuff. type in the begin of your e-mail or the end of the url to your facebook or myspace and you'll see where you've been. (please note that this does not work for every title you put in)
sorry not too much else to comment on. thanks for reading
Thursday, December 4, 2008
cities
the past couple of days have not been too intresting. but it has come to my attention that my story has one really big flaw. they live no where. it had never crossed my mind to think of a place to live. one would think that's the first thing you would do as a writer. well i was always a little backwards. so some sugestions if anyone reads this would very helpful.
As for my normal life there's never a boring moment in the pharmacy. Chirstmas is coming up and we pulled names for secret santa, we're all so smart it took 3 times to get it right and give up if it's wrong again. also when somethings now covered and you've asked for the fourth time why not. it's still not covered, and doing so will only get you a sigh along with "because i don't like you." seriously no one in this line of business is trying to rip you off, okay maybe the drug companies them selves but not us. so please don't argue and take the loss gracefully. For some more words of advice it takes 10 years to put a drug on the market, so don't be too put out with the cost they got to make the money back some how.
So here's where i need help, life's messy but relationship are even worse. my boyfriend and i have been dating for 3 years. (seven if you count the flings, but who does that?) it has come to my attention by friends that he is going to purpose to me, sometime in the near future (i'm hoping it wont be for months) i told people close to me and i got about the same reaction from all: Don't you can do better. they basically think i need someone who treats me better. while my boyfriend can be a major jerk at time, can't it be one of those: yeah but he's my jerk. you can call me stupid, cause I'll admit it half the time. lol. okay here's my question tommorow i'm suppose to be ring shopping, should i wait till he has oicked his moment to ask or jump the gun and go tomorrow? thanks for reading.
As for my normal life there's never a boring moment in the pharmacy. Chirstmas is coming up and we pulled names for secret santa, we're all so smart it took 3 times to get it right and give up if it's wrong again. also when somethings now covered and you've asked for the fourth time why not. it's still not covered, and doing so will only get you a sigh along with "because i don't like you." seriously no one in this line of business is trying to rip you off, okay maybe the drug companies them selves but not us. so please don't argue and take the loss gracefully. For some more words of advice it takes 10 years to put a drug on the market, so don't be too put out with the cost they got to make the money back some how.
So here's where i need help, life's messy but relationship are even worse. my boyfriend and i have been dating for 3 years. (seven if you count the flings, but who does that?) it has come to my attention by friends that he is going to purpose to me, sometime in the near future (i'm hoping it wont be for months) i told people close to me and i got about the same reaction from all: Don't you can do better. they basically think i need someone who treats me better. while my boyfriend can be a major jerk at time, can't it be one of those: yeah but he's my jerk. you can call me stupid, cause I'll admit it half the time. lol. okay here's my question tommorow i'm suppose to be ring shopping, should i wait till he has oicked his moment to ask or jump the gun and go tomorrow? thanks for reading.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
no i think i'm just fat...
hello from Fresno, ca. my name is Bridget Krikorian and welcome to you only die twice! I'm in the process of writing my story that i hope one day can become more. i write in my spare time but sadly work in a pharmacy yes i know these are different career directions. but it pays the bills. to day i literally had to argue with a customer that i wasn't expecting a kid anytime soon, i was just chubby. the conversation i was not wanting to have in day, but we don't get to always pick our battles. i'm not fat either hell i'm not even over weight. but that's beside the point. to know a little more about me just ask. my e-mail is nettiehg_9@hotmail.com. thanks for reading.
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